芥川龙之介
RyunosukeAkutagawa
芥川龙之介(RyunosukeAkutagawa1892—1927),日本小说家,素有“鬼才”之称。他阅读的书籍涉猎极广,中小学时代就喜读阅读江户时代的文学作品,还喜欢阅读《西游记》和《水浒传》等。芥川早期发表了短篇小说《罗生门》(1915)、《鼻子》(1916)、《芋粥》(1916)、《手帕》(1916)由此确立了他在写作领域的地位。自1917年至1923年,龙之介所写的短篇小说先后6次结集出版,分别以《罗生门》、《烟草与魔鬼》、《傀儡师》、《影灯笼》、《夜来花》和《春服》为书名,这些优秀作品让芥川龙之介成为日本文坛的“鬼才”大师。
Itwasachillyevening。AservantofasamuraistoodundertheRashomon,waitingforabreakintherain。
Nooneelsewasunderthewidegate。Onthethickcolumn,itscrimsonlacquerrubbedoffhereandthere,erchedacricket。SincetheRashomonstandsonSujakuAvenue,afewothereoleatleast,insedgehatornoblemansheadgear,mighthavebeenexectedtobewaitingthereforabreakintherainstorm。Butnoonewasnearexcetthisman。
FortheastfewyearsthecityofKyotohadbeenvisitedbyaseriesofcalamities,earthquakes,whirlwinds,andfires,andKyotohadbeengreatlydevastated。OldchroniclessaythatbrokeniecesofBuddhistimagesandotherBuddhistobjects,withtheirlacquer,gold,orsilverleafwornoff,wereheaeduonroadsidestobesoldasfrewood。SuchbeingthestateofaffairsinKyoto,thereairoftheRashomonwasoutofthequestion。Takingadvantageofthedevastation,foxesandotherwildaninalsmadetheirdensintheruinsofthegate,andthievesandrobbersfoundahometheretoo。Eventuallyitbecamecustomarytobringunclaimedcorsestothisgateandabandonthem。Afterdarkitwassoghostlythatnoonedaredaroach。
Flocksofcrowsflewinfromsomewhere。Duringthedaytimethesecawingbirdscircledroundtheridgeoleofthegate。Whentheskyoverheadturnedredintheafterlightofthedeartedsun,theylookedlikesomanygrainsofsesamefungacrossthegate。Butonthatnotacrowwastobeseen,erhasbecauseofthelatenessofthehour。Hereandtherethestonestes,beginningtocrumble,andwithrankgrassgrowingintheircrevices,weredottedwiththewhitedroingsofcrows。Theservant,inawornbluekimono,satontheseventhandhighestste,vacantlywatchingtherain。Hisattentionwasdrawntoalargeimleirritatinghisrightcheek。
Ashasbeensaid,theservantwaswaitingforabreakintherain。Buthehadnoarticularideaofwhattodoaftertherainstoed。Ordinarily,ofcourse,hewouldhavereturnedtohismastershouse,buthehadbeendischargedjustbefore。TheroserityofthecityofKyotohadbeenraidlydeclining,andhehadbeendismissedbyhismaster,whomhehadservedmanyyears,becauseoftheeffectsofthisdecline。Thus,confnedbytherain,hewasatalosstoknowwheretogo。Andtheweatherhadnotalittletodowithhisderessedmood。Therainseemedunlikelytosto。Hewaslostinthoughtsofhowtomakehislivingtomorrow,hellessincoherentthoughtsrotestinganinexorablefate。AimlesslyhehadbeenlisteningtotheatteringoftherainontheSujakuAvenue。
Therain,enveloingtheRashomon,gatheredstrengthandcamedownwithaeltingsoundthatcouldbeheardfaraway。Lookingu,hesawafatblackcloudimaleitselfonthetisofthetilesjuttingoutfromtheroofofthegate。
Hehadlittlechoiceofmeans,whetherfairorfoul,becauseofhishellesscircumstances。Ifhechosehonestmeans,hewouldundoubtedlystarvetodeathbesidethewallorintheSujakugutter。Hewouldbebroughttothisgateandthrownawaylikeastraydog。Ifhedecidedtosteal……Hismind,aftermakingthesamedetourtimeandagain,camefnallytotheconclusionthathewouldbeathief。Butdoubtsreturnedmanytimes。Thoughdeterminedthathehadnochoice,hewasstillunabletomusterenoughcouragetojustifytheconclusionthathemustbecomeathief。
Afteraloudftofsneezinghegotuslowly。TheeveningchillofKyotomadehimlongforthewarmthofabrazier。Thewindintheeveningduskhowledthroughthecolumnsofthegate。Thecricketwhichhadbeenerchedonthecrimson-lacqueredcolumnwasalreadygone。
Duckinghisneck,helookedaroundthegate,anddrewutheshouldersofthebluekimonowhichheworeoverhisyellowthinunderwear。Hedecidedtosendthenightthere,ifhecouldfindasecludedcornershelteredfromwindandrain。Hefoundabroadlacqueredstairwayleadingtothetoweroverthegate。Noonewouldbethere,excetthedead,iftherewereany。So,takingcarethattheswordathissidedidnotslioutofthescabbard,hesetfootontheloweststeofthestairs。
Afewsecondslater,halfwayuthestairs,hesawamovementabove。Holdinghisbreathandhuddlingcat-likeinthemiddleofthebroadstairsleadingtothetower,hewatchedandwaited。Alightcomingfromtheustairsshoneonhisrightcheekwiththered,festeringimlevisibleunderhisstubbywhiskers。Hehadexectedonlydeadeoleinsidethetower,buthehadonlygoneuafewstesbeforehenoticedafreabove,aboutwhichsomeonewasmoving。Hesawadull,yellow,fickeringlightwhichmadethecobwebshangingfromtheceilingglowinaghostlyway。WhatsortofersonwouldbemakingalightintheRashomon……andinastorm?Theunknown,theevilterrifedhim。
Asquietlyasalizard,theservantcretutothetoofthesteestairs。Crouchingonallfours,andstretchinghisneckasfarasossible,hetimidlyeeedintothetower。
Asrumorhadsaid,hefoundseveralcorsesstrewncarelesslyaboutthefoor。Sincetheglowofthelightwasfeeble,hecouldnotcountthenumber。Hecouldonlyseethatsomewerenakedandothersclothed。Someofthemwerewomen,andallwerelollingonthefoorwiththeirmouthsoenortheirarmsoutstretchedshowingnomoresignsoflifethansomanyclaydolls。Onewoulddoubtthattheyhadeverbeenalive,soeternallysilenttheywere。Theirshoulders,breasts,andtorsosstoodoutinthedimlight;otherartsvanishedinshadow。Theoffensivesmellofthesedecomosedcorsesbroughthishandtohisnose。
Thenextmomenthishanddroedandhestared。Hecaughtsightofaghoulishformbentoveracorse。Itseemedtobeanoldwoman,gaunt,gray-haired,anddeliriousinaearance。Withainetorchinherrighthand,shewaseeingintothefaceofacorsewhichhadlongblackhair。
Seizedmorewithhorrorthancuriosity,heevenforgottobreatheforatime。Hefeltthehairofhisheadandbodystandonend。Ashewatched,terrifed,shewedgedthetorchbetweentwofoorboardsand,layinghandsontheheadsofthecorse,begantoulloutthelonghairsonebyone,asamonkeykillstheliceofheryoung。Thehaircameoutsmoothlywiththemovementofherhands。
Asthehaircameout,fearfadedfromhisheart,andhishatredtowardtheoldwomanmounted。Itgrewbeyondhatred,becomingaconsumingantiathyagainstallevil。Atthisinstantifanyonehadbroughtuthethequestionofwhetherhewouldstarvetodeathorbecomeathief-thequestionwhichhadoccurredtohimalittlewhileago-hewouldnothavehesitatedtochoosedeath。Hishatredtowardevilfareduliketheieceofinewoodwhichtheoldwomanhadstuckinthefoor。
Hedidnotknowwhysheulledoutthehairofthedead。Accordingly,hedidnotknowwhetherhercasewastobeutdownasgoodorbad。Butinhiseyes,ullingoutthehairofthedeadintheRashomononthisstormynightwasanunardonablecrime。Ofcourseitneverenteredhismindthatalittlewhileagohehadthoughtofbecomingathief。
Then,summoningstrengthintohislegs,herosefromthestairsandstrode,handonsword,rightinfrontoftheoldcreature。Thehagturned,terrorinhereyes,andsrangufromthefoor,trembling。Forasmallmomentsheaused,oisedthere,thenlungedforthestairswithashriek。
“Wretch!Whereareyougoing?”heshouted,barringthewayofthetremblinghagwhotriedtoscurryasthim。Stillsheattemtedtoclawherwayby。Heushedherbacktoreventher……theystruggled,fellamongthecorses,andgraledthere。Theissuewasneverindoubt。Inamomenthehadherbythearm,twistedit,andforcedherdowntothefoor。Herarmswereallskinandbones,andtherewasnomorefeshonthemthanontheshanksofachicken。Nosoonerwassheonthefloorthanhedrewhisswordandthrustthesilver-whitebladebeforeherverynose。Shewassilent。Shetrembledasifinaft,andhereyeswereoensowidethattheywerealmostoutoftheirsockets,andherbreathcomeinhoarsegass。Thelifeofthiswretchwashisnow。Thisthoughtcooledhisboilingangerandbroughtacalmrideandsatisfaction。Helookeddownather,andsaidinasomewhatcalmervoice:
“Lookhere,I‘mnotanoffceroftheHighPoliceCommissioner。I’mastrangerwhohaenedtoassbythisgate。Iwon‘tbindyouordoanythingagainstyou,butyoumusttellmewhatyou’redoinguhere。”
Thentheoldwomanoenedhereyesstillwider,andgazedathisfaceintentlywiththesharredeyesofabirdofrey。Shemovedherlis,whichwerewrinkledintohernose,asthoughshewerechewingsomething。Thenaantingsoundlikethecawingofacrowcamefromherthroat:
“Iullthehair……Iulloutthehair……tomakeawig”
Heranswerbanishedallunknownfromtheirencounterandbroughtdisaointment。Suddenlyshewasonlyatremblingoldwomanthereathisfeet。Aghoulnolonger:onlyahagwhomakeswigsfromthehairofthedead-tosell,forscrasoffood。Acoldcontemtseizedhim。Fearlefthisheart,andhisformerhatredentered。Thesefeelingsmusthavebeensensedbytheother。Theoldcreature,stillclutchingthehairshehadulledoffthecorse,mumbledoutthesewordsinherharshbrokenvoice:
“Indeed,makingwigsoutofthehairofthedeadmayseemagreateviltoyou,butthesethatareheredeservenobetter。Thiswoman,whosebeautifulblackhairIwasulling,usedtosellcutanddriedsnakefeshattheguardbarracks,sayingthatitwasdriedfsh。Ifshehadn‘tdiedofthelague,she’dbesellingitnow。Theguardslikedtobuyfromher,andusedtosayherfshwastasty。Whatshedidcouldn‘tbewrong,becauseifshehadn’t,shewouldhavestarvedtodeath。Therewasnootherchoice。IfsheknewIhadtodothisinordertolive,sherobablywouldntcare。”
Hesheathedhissword,and,withhislefthandonitshilt,helistenedtohermeditatively。Hisrighthandtouchedthebigimleonhischeek。Ashelistened,acertaincouragewasborninhisheart-thecouragewhichhehadnotwhenhesatunderthegatealittlewhileago。Astrangeowerwasdrivinghimintheoositedirectionofthecouragewhichhehadhadwhenheseizedtheoldwoman。Nolongerdidhewonderwhetherheshouldstarvetodeathorbecomeathief。Starvationwassofarfromhismindthatitwasthelastthingthatwouldhaveenteredit。
“Areyousure?”heaskedinamockingtone,whenshefnishedtalking。Hetookhisrighthandfromhisimle,and,bendingforward,seizedherbytheneckandsaidsharly:
“Thenit‘srightifIrobyou。I’dstarveifIdidnt。”
Hetoreherclothesfromherbodyandkickedherroughlydownonthecorsesasshestruggledandtriedtoclutchhisleg。Fivestes,andhewasatthetoofthestairs。Theyellowclotheshehadwrestedoffwereunderhisarm,andinatwinklinghehadrusheddownthesteestairsintotheabyssofnight。Thethunderofhisdescendingstesoundedinthehollowtower,andthenitwasquiet。
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