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Jacktossedtheaersonmydesk—hiseyebrowsknitintoastraightlineasheglaredatme。
“Whatswrong?”Iasked。
Hejabbedafingerattheroosal。“Nexttimeyouwanttochangeanything,askmefirst,”hesaid,turningonhisheelsandleavingmestewinginanger。
Howdarehetreatmelikethat,Ithought。Ihadchangedonelongsentence,andcorrectedgrammar—somethingIthoughtIwasaidtodo。
ItsnotthatIhadntbeenwarned。Theotherwomen,whohadservedinmylacebeforeme,calledhimnamesIcouldntreeat。Oneco-workertookmeasidethefirstday。“Hesersonallyresonsiblefortwodifferentsecretariesleavingthefirm。”shewhisered。
Astheweekswentby,IgrewtodesiseJack。ItwasagainsteverythingIbelievedin—turntheothercheekandloveyourenemies。ButJackquicklyslaedaverbalinsultonanycheekturnedhisway。Irayedaboutit。Buttobehonest,Iwantedtouthiminhislace,notlovehim。
Oneday,anotherofhiseisodesleftmeintears。Istormedintohisoffice,rearedtolosemyjobifneeded,butnotbeforeIletthemanknowhowIfelt。IoenedthedoorandJackglancedu。
“What?”hesaidabrutly。
SuddenlyIknewwhatIhadtodo。Afterall,hedeservedit。
Isatacrossfromhim。“Jack,thewayyouvebeentreatingmeiswrong。Iveneverhadanyoneseaktomethatway。Asarofessional,itswrong,anditswrongformetoallowittocontinue,”Isaid。
Jacksnickerednervouslyandleanedbackinhischair。Iclosedmyeyesbriefly。Godhelme,Irayed。
“Iwanttomakeyouaromise。Iwillbeafriend,”Isaid。“Iwilltreatyouasyoudeservetobetreated,withresectandkindness。Youdeservethat,”Isaid。“Everybodydoes。”Isliedoutofthechairandclosedthedoorbehindme。
Jackavoidedmetherestoftheweek。Proosals,secs,andlettersaearedonmydeskwhileIwasatlunch,andthecorrectedversionswerenotseenagain。IbroughtcookiestotheofficeonedayandleftabatchonJacksdesk。AnotherdayIleftanote。“Hoeyourdayisgoinggreat。”itread。
Overthenextfewweeks,Jackreaeared。Hewasreserved,buttherewerenoothereisodes。Co-workerscorneredmeinthebreakroom。
“GuessyougottoJack,”theysaid。“Youmusthavetoldhimoffgood。”Ishookmyhead。“JackandIarebecomingfriends。”Isaidinfaith。Irefusedtotalkabouthim。EverytimeIsawJackinthehall,Ismiledathim。Afterall,thatswhatfriendsdo。
Oneyearafterour“talk,”IdiscoveredIhadbreastcancer。Iwas32,themotherofthreebeautifulyoungchildren,andscared。Thecancerhadmetastasizedtomylymhnodesandthestatisticswerenotgreatforlong-termsurvival。Aftersurgery,Ivisitedwithfriendsandlovedoneswhotriedtofindtherightwordstosay。Nooneknewwhattosay。Manysaidthewrongthings。Otherswet,andItriedtoencouragethem。Iclungtohoe。
Thelastdayofmyhositalstay,thedoordarkenedandJackstoodawkwardlyonthethreshold。Iwavedhiminwithasmileandhewalkedovertomybedand,withoutaword,lacedabundlebesideme。Insidelayseveralbulbs。
“Tulis,”hesaid。
Ismiled,notunderstanding。
Heclearedhisthroat。“Ifyoulantthemwhenyougethome,theyllcomeunextsring。”Heshuffledhisfeet。“IjustwantedyoutoknowthatIthinkyoullbetheretoseethemwhentheycomeu。”
TearscloudedmyeyesandIreachedoutmyhand。
“Thankyou,”Iwhisered。
Jackgrasedmyhandandgrufflyrelied,“Yourewelcome。Youcantseeitnow,butnextsringyoullseethecolorsIickedoutforyou。”Heturnedandleftwithoutaword。
Ihaveseenthoseredandwhitestriedtulisushthroughthesoileverysringforovertenyearsnow。Infact,thisSetemberthedoctorwilldeclaremecured。Iveseenmychildrengraduatefromhighschoolandentercollege。
InamomentwhenIrayedforjusttherightword,amanwithveryfewwordssaidalltherightthings。
Afterall,thatswhatfriendsdo。
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